From You for Inspiring Someone Else

I want write about my feeling now. I don’t know how i tell this story because nowadays i don’t have some stuff why i want tell story about this. Is random absurd story maybe. 2016 one of the more important years, it doesn’t mean 2015, or other years is not important. Its about i can climb for future, its decision of life. Decision for future because i want finishing my study in this year and i have to count my life for better no matter how i’m right now. Its my absurd feeling  because its mean i can move up from Jogja for count my study, i want leave one of the best city i have been coming. I just know my feeling right now is how u can move on very fast with jogja tan? I don’t know about of this i only want to enjoy my feel now and enjoy living in one of beautiful place in the world. Emm and about somebody else, i don’t know my feeling right now for u i just know how  can be a great i’m? Doesn’t how  can see u again with u? Or imaginable my feeling now or whatever what if which i always say to myself whatever for my zzz (your fans or your girlfriend or someone who you loving her). There are just my absurd feeling i don’t know for i have not hope for u but in reallity i have stalking about u more. My heart doesn’t talking with me about my feeling for u. My heart doesn’t say more about u, just silent, silent with don’t know how i can describe my feel with you now, when my friend talking more about u i just silent though i have jeoules there are butterfly in my heart who make my heart don’t comfortable. Even Though i just silent, no respons because i don’t know about how i can respons of that jeules who i’m? Laugh? My heart hve hurt hear that i just tend of that. Just you know man, i want enjoy my feel right now, i want no jeolues with other girl arround and love you, because my odds in my front life is so horor, so i want enjoy everything. I want enjoy my life with best effort i give. Its not about how i can be with you? But its about How great i’m? If you are my solmate i want know you later with right time without have to i know you in now, if you are my solmate of course we can be near with best reason which give from God saay you are half of my life. Because love is not because I am unsure of my choice, but because I know I can not take her feelings guide only based turmoil can not have you. Hey you be a great guy for your lady later that deserve anyone with you. Hopefully my love made me more personally know the Lord is not who i'm know about you.