The Begining (?)

Hy how are you Dis?  Sometimes to be commitment with everything that your desire are difficult, there is gap in idealist to comit and realistic the story say. but 

Dear Me! I know your path is more rough than you think before, you are not just walk and let it flow anything, but you have to run, you have to encourage yourself more than before, to grow up extreamly and significantly, strive to knock all the door which open, I know you have a lot of ambision, when you wake up in the morning please stay ahead in your day like you just have a little bit time, is not just enough which difficult separates time with a lot of your priority, but dis, wherever and whatever you are just stay calm He will manage your time if He is always your priority. Cacth up your dream, to long journey ahead. One thing that you must to believe is, is really joyfull journey that you want dis! You get your passion, passion about focus on your topic dissertation which calling on your desire, passion with creativpreneur that you growing up. I know is still little by little to grow up, step by step, leap by leap or whatever about that, but I believe in you! You can responsibility with step by step that you do. Dear Gadis! I feel like, you have a lot of new energy  at the recent time, may be is calling on Ikigai or passion that you need to courage your life, but I’m so glad to see you right now. How ambisius you are, how strive you are to cacth up your dream, how the passion can wake up you mind and body to be morning routine person, how you believe with yourself and your God first than your mouth people around you whatever is it, how you track yourself to be better and improve anythings in your time you have. Please believe, everything will be past! And you just to give best towards present time you have. Please in 2019 you going on 23th it will be more rough if you don’t think anything before you getting closer with quarter life crisis, but Let It Flow and Let it Go anythings you think and your worrying about something perhaps cannot happens someday. Just rileks and Joy your present time you have!

This story begin because new resolution I have in 2019. Is weird, rough and maybe difficult to realese. But someone tell me about : Dream Big or High if you can’t catch up your dream even Allah have best plan for us and i believe i have energy to always strive for your God. Coz with dream, I just to grow this dream because my God. Right  now I’m so agree with it, with new dream I have, my enegy to going on everyday. With my dream I feel like I have a lot of mood boaster. With new my dream I realize that life is joyfull. I know with new path I desire ahead is more rough, difficult and I have to give a lot of trade off the something big. But Allah know the battrey of trade off that I give with result if Allah said no, is not your best path. Is quite fine I will always gratefull and bloom new dream again, and again till Allah said yess is best your path, or if Allah said “This is your best path, instead is not your plan” is okee, I will be realize that He know the best for me and for us too. But the dream giving me more energizer to through the time in the world. And one purpose that I’m in here is to my absolutely God just because to Ibadah or prayer to Allah. I wish I’m not to be a futur person because dunya aamiin. 

I'm sorry i have a lot of gramatical eror, i'm still a learner :)